BUMP!

I've been waiting for this moment.

Hoping. 

Wishing. 

Beginning to doubt it would ever come. 

No one knew I was pregnant.

I just looked fatter than normal. 

Which made me self-conscious.

Just a week ago I was told "Oh I couldn't even tell."

Thanks? 

Actually I took it really personally. 

And was sad.

But now it's here. 

And I'm super self-conscious about it. 

And I feel like people are judging me. 

And thinking I got into some sort of 'trouble.'

Or that I'm only married because we're having a baby.

Maybe it will go away. 

Doubt it. 

Actually it will probably keep growing.

I'm not going to be able to sit in desk seats with the desk down for much longer. 

Good thing there is only 14 weeks of school left. 

And 13 weeks before he's scheduled to arrive. 

At least we have a carseat now. 

27 weeks: Our baby is the size of a head of cauliflower.